Was this all I ever wanted? Was this uncertainty what I had yearned for so long for? I asked for a sign of commitment, the guy has made a point of dodging that part of the conversation for over 5 years now. I have been wallowing in limbo for a while not knowing what to expect and every time I bought up the discussion it was a wait and see game. Wait and see is something that has worn me down significantly. Not only has it worn me down, its isolated me to a point of feeling all alone in this world.
I am not a very patient person and I have never been, so he should have never expected that I would remain patient as he tried to figure out his tired ass. I was watching a video the other day of 4 types of men, the mamas boy, the player, the confused guy and the real man. Since being confrontational is the only way I know how to communicate these days, I sent the video clip to him and I asked him to categorize himself by the characteristics mentioned in the clip. Of course when you use Johari’s window principle he landed to choosing that he was a real man…….and that’s when the fight begun. I know for sure he fell under the category of making empty promises to buy time, giving too much lip service which in essence was the Confused man. Never knowing
Angel and Imp 